lucymorningstar: (McKay)
[personal profile] lucymorningstar
Things are going really well right now.

J & I have found our new routine for us both being home all day, especially now the weather is improving and he can get out on his bike, or spend time in the garden or go fishing. J & S have worked out spending more time with each other and she's lost that lingering jealousy that J & I are together all day.

J retiring has definitely been a learning curve and workng out new balances in our relationships but it's paid off and I think we're stronger than ever. It ended up not even being that big a change, just one thing - instead of Saturday mornings being me and J's time, the two of them do the grocery shopping together. They have their date nights on Tuesday late afternoon/all evening. Thursday during the day is still the time S & I spend together.

My sister's babies are doing well. They're healthy and thriving.

My dad actually had a conversation with S on the phone earlier.

See? Thngs are good. So why am I waiting for something to go wrong?

Date: 2017-05-04 09:37 pm (UTC)
divinemusings: (Default)
From: [personal profile] divinemusings
I often wonder about when things are going to go wrong too when things are going really well. :/

Date: 2017-05-04 10:37 pm (UTC)
angelofthenorth: Sooffocles with me in background (Default)
From: [personal profile] angelofthenorth
Yay Debussy!

You're feeling like this isn't stable? And it can't be trusted?

Date: 2017-05-04 10:59 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] regisjr
Being a Pessimist sucks, doesn't it?

Date: 2017-05-05 12:53 am (UTC)
plicease: (dragonfly2)
From: [personal profile] plicease
It's okay if things don't go wrong.

Date: 2017-05-05 09:02 pm (UTC)
adelate: (Default)
From: [personal profile] adelate
The feeling of waiting for the other shoe to drop is the worst, and all the sympathy for you on that. But I do hope you're able to enjoy this time. The other shoe might not fall! Things might be okay. I hope they will be. :)

Date: 2017-05-06 12:53 pm (UTC)
jackjanderson: (Milky Way Blue)
From: [personal profile] jackjanderson
I know we talked about this but I'm going to write it all down here for you so you can keep coming back to it and read it when you need to.

Things are wonderful. Things are nearly always wonderful. I love you. Samantha loves you - even when she's a touch jealous, we still love you. And yes I agree that we're stronger than ever. So let's focus on the good.

And if things go wrong? Sweetheart, that's just life. It doesn't mean you've done something to cause it, it doesn't mean you don't deserve happy and it definitely doesn't mean it's your fault for thinking it. Shit happens and it's how we rally around and deal with it and come out stronger again. The bad in life is what makes us appreciate the good.


I'm Lucy, a 30-something woman who is trying to figure out this whole 'life' thing.

I'm bisexual and poly, living in North Wales with my partners J&S. I'm a home maker, love to bake and cook, and am a huge sci-fi fan. I'm also a little obsessed with journals/planners right now.

I haved lived for so long under the shadow of a number of mental health diagnoses, letting them define me rather than just be part of me. For too long I've been "Lucy the Schizo" and I want to find out who 'Lucy' is
Welcome aboard my journey. I'm glad you're here and looking forward to getting to know you as we get to know me!

♥ Current Obsessions ♥
Aliens. Angels. Bullet Journals. Cryptozoology. Dinosaurs. Doctor Who. Fanfiction. Knitting. Marvel. Space. Time travel. Wonder Woman.


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